Past-Part Fills Post 1 -- CLOSED

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Synopsis of Yearning [1/3]

[anonymous]

The original request is here:
http://hetalia-kink.livejournal.com/632.html?thread=1023864

Which asks for Russia/any Baltic nation and Stockholm syndrome. I...I tried. That's all I can say. "OTL

Eduard always considered himself to be one of the lucky ones. The jobs that Ivan gave him often left him isolated in his room, such as accounting, which meant that he often wasn’t in the way when Ivan had his---moments.

That isn’t to say that the Estonian had never been in the wrong place at the wrong time---he recalls a time when he was cooking and happened to lift knife the up when he greeted the Russian man; it didn’t go well at all---but when those moments came, Eduard was often fortunate enough to not be there.

He knew how to look for certain patterns in Ivan’s behavior. If the man was drinking in excess at all it was a good sign to make himself inconspicuous, quiet, forgettable---Eduard was good at being that---and if he actually appeared drunk

Synopsis of Yearning [2/3]

[anonymous]

Eduard cupped Ivan’s face, forcing the nation to look at him (What was he doing? He had never been this bold) and asked

Synopsis of Yearning [3/3]

[anonymous]

Then Ivan started moving and the Estonian choked back a sob, pained. It felt like his lower back was on fire, like he was being split from the inside-out, but it didn’t matter, because the Russian was looking at him so sweetly, like he would never harm him again and they would love each other forever.

So he tried to block out the pain (burning, agony) and focus on the happiness of the moment. Not on how he knew his brothers would turn up their noses when they found out he did this, but they wouldn’t understand his need for this. He didn’t fully understand his need for this, but he just knew that he wanted Ivan and needed him like he hoped the nation needed him.

So he could ignore the pain, because he knew Ivan wouldn’t hurt him intentionally and he felt a sort of euphoria when the Russian came and groaned,

“I love you,” before pulling out, leaving Eduard half-hard and bleeding

WAIT, READ THIS FIRST -fails- [2.5]

[anonymous]

I don't know why this keeps happening. DD: There is an unintentionally deleted part before Ivan peneterates him. Well---Well, Eduard wasn’t going to let that get to him. He would enjoy himself, because this was Ivan who was touching him, licking him, and pleasing him and he could pretend too. He could pretend Ivan loved him as much as he loved Ivan and he kept repeating that mantra in his head until he believed it

Re: WAIT, READ THIS FIRST -fails- [2.5]

[anonymous]

Not-op thinks this was amazing! <3 Estonia is my favorite Baltic, and I actually could see this happening to him, more so than to either of the others. He doesn't normally have to deal with how horrible Russia usually is, so I could certainly see him getting these feelings.

Fantastic fill, anon. <3

Re: WAIT, READ THIS FIRST -fails- [2.5]

[anonymous]

Thank you. :3 Estonia really needs more love.

Not OP but wishes.

[anonymous]

Wao....This is so mess up I don't know what's down or up but it was good that's for sure. Though I think you could've went a chapter or two longer, maybe delving a little deeper into the madness( This is PASTA!!!!) that's Russia's house. I loved it anyway though and by the end I didn't know who to feel sorry for. Great fill Anon! Oh and don't worry about the fail we still luvs you ^_^

writeranon

[anonymous]

I...I might. It never occurred to me to make it longer than this (by the time I finished, at twelve, I was like, "Fuck this crap! -postfail-"), but I have other fills to finish and actual un-anon'd fanfictions reviewers would like me to update.

Thanks~