tonight was good. you werent there, and i didnt care. i havent in quite a while. im doing things for myself that im proud of. thats how it should have always been, for me. the reward is so much more fulfilling.

* see also myspace bulletin

you guys paid off all these women to let me down just so i would keep making lj entries

...for being hopeful, i will NOT make that mistake again. its good times from here on out, thats for sure.

another day, another let down. the only good thing i see about it all is that in time i will prove myself wrong and it will be glorious.

and just when everything was starting to look good, it all came crumbling down

My Birthday...today...Rave theater in St. Lucie West...10pm...X-men 3. If you read this repost it because I do not have many LJ friends and I want EVERYONE and some of their mothers there.

NOPE!!!