i believe you will find
that im not going to be here waiting
when you realize
the mistake that you've made

I never thought I'd
be in love like this
When I look at you
my mind goes on a trip
And you came in
and knocked me on my face
feels like in I'm a race
but I already won first place

I never thought I'd...
fall for you as hard as I did

in the entire world
is there anything better

than rolling out of bed after an all nighter with a beautiful stranger
who happens to adore you
after a raucous night of partying with your best friends
old and new
prying yourself out of needy fingers
for an extended brunch with your best girl
and an eccentric but friendly waiter
who deserved that giant tip you ( Read more... )

god i cant stop eating lately.
i yearn for some semblence of peace unlike anything else.
the weekdays are a blur of class, work, film shoots, fights.
weekends are drunken revelries, new faces, laughs, dinner dates, more film shoots.

i feel the most secure and least secure i ever have in my life at the same time.

i'm home for the first time in more than  ( Read more... )

last entry ( Read more... )

rereading a lot of people's old entries from high school...
wow, ...we were all such fgts.

i realized the whole "saying something extremely deep about someone without actually naming them" thing is gay as all hell.
as is talking about your life like it's dramatic and meaningful.
everyone, including me, laments their "old self".  "old self" who?  your ( Read more... )

im such a fgt ( Read more... )

now is not really a great time for introspection
my life is so much better when i try

im in a relationship
but i feel like im looking for a way out
but maybe i always am
why do i do that?

he tries really hard
i should give him a break
i weigh 140.5 pounds

he's really beautiful but i can't stand him
most of the time

i should be writing a paper
but i just wanted ( Read more... )

 last time it was me saying i could do better

this time its everyone else telling me i can do better

freshman year is over.
i kind of still can't believe it.

EVERYTHING is different.
but I'm loving every second of it.

I'm really going to miss everyone...
but this summer is going to be just friggin A-mazing.

oppa^^.