Opps forgot to tell about my day. It was alright. I talked to a lot of people, so that is a good thing. Stayed after school to finish up Computer class work, got gas for the car cause I was really close to the red empty line. Then LIFTED the snow-blower into the back of my car. Oyyyy, that was difficult and extremely heavy. Came home and worked on ( Read more... )

Saw the college Kendall today, not that great cause it is only one building, but it is small and has cool art in it. So maybe, I dunno. I might use that college as a last resort. Superbowl party tomorrow and I have to go. ugh, I hate going cause I end up by myself doing something cause my brother goes off playing video games and parents talk blah, ( Read more... )

Today wasn't all that bad. I talked to a random person today. Well she is in my speech and aerobics class, so I just talked to her today. Not that bad man, not that bad. Studied for like 2 hours for my gov. test and I am going to study a bit more for it. Then off to study German vocab, but shall be okay cause I know most of it. Ich hebe den Horer ( Read more... )

Gah, I am this close *shows space between fingers* to yelling at my brother. I mean geesh, I get enough stuff at school why does he have to pick on me as well. I can only hold in my anger for so much in one day. I almost decided to just leave my brother at school today cause he was being that much of a jerk to me. Stupid reputation that he thinks ( Read more... )

Well today was good up till the point I heard I wasn't going to be able to hang out with Nick. I had two quizes moved from today to Monday. I drove my brother every where today just so he could be like everyone else and get a PSP. Then I had to pay for his friends B-Day present and I don't even have a job. I am home alone for the entire weekend, so ( Read more... )

My leg won't stop bleeding!!! Good grief, stupid people, they will not take me down without a freakin fight. Oh, weelll just have to deal with them until May. *sigh* Sometimes I hate being a freak. :( Art class is really different then what I am used to and it feels like they have put restraintes on me. I have less independence for my work. I am ( Read more... )

Extremely sad today cause I felt unwanted. All I wish is that people would be straight forward with me, so I know what it is they are thinking and not have to guess at it ( Read more... )

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I tried to hang with someone, but apparently unable too. Maybe she feels uncomfortable with me or something. I dunno.....I try and that is all I can do. I don't want to seem desperate or something like that. All I want is to get to know the person cause she seems cool ( Read more... )