I’m the last thought. I’m the third wheel, second, fourth thought. I’m your unpopular side dish of meat. I value you too much; you don’t value me as much as I you. I can deal. You’re not reading me right. Your not listening to the words I am spouting to you. Our signals are getting bunched up, cut, disassembled, and short-circuited. My body aches. ( Read more... )

YAY!! No hw or stuff to do this weekend. Laziness...aahhhh! I watched so many movies today it was so nice. I have pretty much been doing school work this whole week cause I had three big things going on. That is about it. It snows....it snows..run for the hills!! *runs screaming away* :P

College is going good so far. Art classes take up much of my time cause they are really time consuming. Roommate madness. Sweet-mate madness. I have joined clubs, so all is good and I live in a all girls hall which is even better. :D Mwahahaha!

Just got back from SC and where we kicked my bro out of the car door while it was still moving. Pretty successful if I do say so myself. :P SO many PEOPLE!! It was a good thing they had three elevators cause there were lines out the door. Tomorrow is when I leave for college. I don't start college till Fri. the actual classes part. Wednesday is ( Read more... )

Okay, lots and lots of things going on. HA! I wish. Just lots and lots of problems to be solved and lots of thinking to be doing. You know, it is like when you put yourself out there and you get nothing back in return, you feel kind of stupid for making yourself so vulnerable to that person. But you keep on doing it over and over again cause you ( Read more... )

Sadness. I'm oh so deep down in that hole. I like the darkness and the sadness and the misery. Maybe because I know that these are the moments I face myself. These are the moments where I have to go my own way, somehow. It's my chance to deal with all those things nobody can deal with for me. I'm independent when I'm already sad. Nothing is able to ( Read more... )

I graduate tonight! I am opening a new chapter in my live. This is were it all begins and ends. Change is happening. I would go on but I think I would bore you to much, so I will go and ponder things before I have to put the gown on and the cap with the KILLER tassle(sp).

I am now at my parents friends house sitting on the floor watching tv and typeing this. Very tired I am. I cleaned house all yesturday and today. My grandparents are coming over for my graduation on Friday. They are comging tomorrow at 5. I am listening to music while I watch tv cause what I am watching is really boring, but I can't change it cause ( Read more... )

DUDES, I am graduateing next Friday and my last day of school is tomorrow. I was also exempt from all my exmas except the ones that you were not allowed to be excempt from. IT ROCKS!!! I am kind of excited, but also kind of dreding it at the same time, but it shall be cool at graduation.

I always forget I have one of these. Okay live so far, is going good. During Easter Break I went to South Carolina to visit a college that my brother is going to be going too. Was really nice weather. I got 4 pair of WONDERFUL shorts. I wore a pair on Monday with a black t-shirt and I got accused of being gothic. :D Kind of a nice comment. I found ( Read more... )