whenever i think about pleasing him i get so turned on... thats all I want to do.. make him happy :)

gosh... I would do anything, anything to make him happy.
...I just wish I coul dmake him feel complete... and make him feel that he is special and beautiful -_-'

I never like to have sex to music because if I hear that song any other place (like on the radio or in the mall, someplace I didnt choose for it to be on) I'll think about it, and it'll most likely drag me down. It's not that I dont mind thinking about sex, It's constantly on my mind, but it would just remind me of himI've only had sex to one song ( Read more... )

So i went out dancing tonight with my mates and best mate since age 5 (who happens to be gay). Everyone wants a gay best mate now, its great. Some people were like "Is this your new boyfriend?" and I was like "hell no." Ash (my best friend) complained the whole time about how everything was so straight (hell it was even GLBT night...one of my ( Read more... )

...behold my new layout...it's right classy.

...he's only been gone a little over a week ( Read more... )

oh how appropriate...
I just got done writing a smutty email to him and am in the process of getting out my ferret stationary (HA, im such a loser :D) to write him a letter and Vanilla comes on.
Motto fukaku, baby.

grah... i cant believe the things Id do for him :P

im thinking of actually taking pictures and posting them in here...maybe :P
Or maybe ill just post a picture of me when i was a wee brat and say "this is me in several years ago."

I dont know, Im incredibly bored...
and tired...
but i gotta wait for my boyfriend to come online tonight...
and for the visitors to go BYE BYE

oh and btw...i changed my background...it isnt as nice as the tifa one but we all gotta make sacrifices *shrug*