[day 34 | blog post | drunk as hale]

[ethanmaaars]

fucjk theyy wrer rigth oyu cantn getoutt of tihs town>l; i tried.

i tihik i;m goign crtazy

,,,,.waht kind of fatherr am i/

nmaybe ists beter if i m stuvk here;; shuan woul dbe better of without me

jasn owuldve been too,.,

i giveiup

Comments

[castoredux]

Talking like that, you're right.

[ethanmaaars]

[A few hours later...]

Sorry. Just... ignore this.

[castoredux]

Shawn's your son, right?

[ethanmaaars]

[A few hours later...]

Yes. I apologize.

[ethanmaaars]

I definitely believe it. I think we should probably be more worried about those who don't have some kind of breakdown.

What's your name?

[intownonvcation]

You're only human. As a father, it's about doing the best you can with the time you've got.

[ethanmaaars]

but somtimes the best isnt good engouh.

[ethanmaaars]

[A few hours later...]

You're right. I guess I'm having trouble adjusting to this place.

[intownonvcation]

It does take time, as it would for any sane person.

If it make you feel any better, you're not the only parent in town missing your children. I have been here for over 20 days without my little girl. She's only five, and it scares me to death to think of where she could be right now.

[wearecowboys]

Oh, the hardships of a father.

[justhitjackpot]

[worst way to discover this ever, y/y?]

And you know about that since when?

[wearecowboys]

[change worst to BEST and you've got yourself a Y]

Since, well... for a long time.

1/I don't even

[justhitjackpot]

[MEANWHILE, IN FRONT OF HIS COMPUTER--]

[isoluminol]

You really don't sound like you should be on a computer right now.