It doesn't feel right.

[hellospotlight]

I have been kind of throwing out into the universe some questions and some replays of my life. I'm hoping something will be thrown back to me that will make me go, "Aha! This is what I'm supposed to do

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[swanofavalon]

I think it all ultimately comes down to what makes you feel the most happy and fulfilled. Do you feel like all the inevitable hard work and psychological distress of Hollywood would be worth it? Do you think that, if you achieved your goals of fame/fortune/etc. that you would look back on the process and be glad that you'd done it? And, of course, there's also the fact that--as nice as it is--one can't make a living hanging out at a cabin in the woods. Food for thought.

Personally, I'm a big advocate for at least giving everything a try. I spent a lot of time doing this same kind of self-analyzing, wondering whether or not I was doing the "right" thing with my life, and finally decided I'd rather just go do it and worry about whether or not it's the "right" thing later. Better to try and then decide it's not the right thing for me than to just sit around worrying and never trying anything at all.

On that note, I'm going to L.A. myself. In fact I'll be there tomorrow. Let me know when you move down. :-D

[eramasore]

Tessa I must say, I've always thought you and I were pretty intrinsically linked. We are similar in a lot of obvious physical/personality/interest ways, but I have always found your life to be an uncanny parallel to my own. So many times I've read your journal and seen my own thoughts staring back at me.
This entry was particularly resonant; I'm feeling the very same way about, well, everything. I've also found Taoism to be such a good center (I've even got the Tao tattooed behindy ear to keep it with me always.) I would really like to talk before you head off on this amazing Disney adventure. Can we make that happen?

Love and support,
Rosie

[hellospotlight]

You know it.