Oh my gosh! Reading this thing is so embarrassing! I was such a whiner in high school and college. Just to let everyone know, I'm a big girl now with a job, a brand new house with Primo and our pup, Ringo. Life is great and I'm no longer emo and whiny....except when I whine about the food I can't eat on my diet...or when I whine about how bad the ( Read more... )

What I thought was important, I've come to find isn't. What I now know is important, is what I never thought was. My heart is full. Full of emotions of all kinds. I'm alive.

Couldn't be happier to say that.

I have people in my life that are so extraordinary. My parents are the hardest working people I know. My sister and her boyfriend are the most driven people I know. My best friend is the nicest person I know. My boyfriend is the most genuine, funniest person I know. My coworkers are the smartest, most interesting people I know ( Read more... )

Tuesday, November 4th, 2008 ( Read more... )

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lol.

don't kid yourself
and don't fool yourself
this love's too good to last
and i'm too old to dream

don't grow up too fast
and don't embrace the past
this life's too good to last
and i'm too young to care

don't kid yourself
and don't fool yourself
this life could be the last
and we're too young to see

obsessed with this piece right now. it was mentioned in twilight, as well, so yes i may be being a bit obsessive but how can you not? this song is beautiful and was featured in a scene of fantasia that later got cut from the final production...i thought i'd share. it's pretty cool if its your sort of thing.

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Sorry to anybody who had to read my journal last school year. All it was, was a big pile of shit and complaints! I've realized that if I'm going to be back in Peoria, on my own, I need to start being the person I love! I've started to get back into reading and it has really brought out a need to get writing. This journal basically embarrasses me as ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd be one of those people who try to make something work that is almost deemed to fail, but Kenny gives me the hope and strength to go with my heart instead of my mind. If anyone could do it, I really think we could, and I think that all of the hard work will be worth it when we are finally together. Kenny said something that made ( Read more... )

So this past week has been a complete blur and it's not even over yet. I graduated from high school on Thursday...but really it didn't feel like a big deal at all to me. Maybe it's because my parents have always insisted on getting a college education, so I'll probably hold a great deal of more respect for the final graduation ceremony...rather ( Read more... )