this is how it works ( Read more... )

Im so fucking sick and tired of everyone feeling like they need in some way take care of me ( Read more... )

Kendlynn kicked me in the head! while i was sitting on the ground pooring wine!!! lolz she like did a walk by head kicking! lol im moving in with kylie and robby! my birthday is in 4 days. karlis will be here on the 4th. im so fucking hungry! My parents are angry at me!!! bahhh! i think im still fucked up from last night.I fucking lost my glasses ( Read more... )

So i went up to seatlle with Karlis cause i wanted to be with him for as long as i could. Now im here being hella bummish. Waiting for my moma to come and get me a hotel room, Im hanging out at nates. Hes way rad. W totally dined and ditched at chipotle hahah it was right on. But anyways. I miss Karlis more than i thought I would. and he left a ( Read more... )

Last night Karlis and I got locked into a park. and couldnt get out. But it was amazing being with him. Im going to washington tomarrow. I'm still needing a job. uh huhhh my birthday is comming way to soon! oh shit fuck <3carina

I guess it would have been better to keep the last job i had. Because now its harder than ever to get one. But i really think that im just not trying hard enough but whatever. All i do is complain and its really stupid because i never do anything about the shit im complaining about! . Yeah its pretty much the stupidest thing I have ever heard too. ( Read more... )

I went to a show last night for the first time since I got home. It was so fun .. I got to go with Jeffery. and we drank carlo, and went to niks 21st birthday shin dig. and it was a fun night. and my neck hurts more than you know. fucking shit.

OMG sometimes people are so gay. And i dont understand why they have to be so gay about the gayest things. its so gay and im tired of gays that dont get over shit. this post is so gay. im so hung over im going to go take a fucking nap and hopefully hangout with LEAH tonight. holler bitcccches. <3carinaaa

Hey. I still havent gotten my GED or a job. Im still looking. I have been having a shit ton of fun though latley. But yea. I still really want to have a boy-friend. Like a friend thats kinda my lover but more my friend. bah i dont know. But yes. Im going to finallly hangout with jeffery today! were going to play in the fountain and drink margaritas ( Read more... )

today i have to go in for my biopsy. crazy im kinda scarddddddddd. peace bitches.