Im alive again. My heart has a great burden lifted from it. I am grateful. that is all.

I have a roof over my head. Do I call this place home? Actually no. I am thankful for it. I am so grateful for an amazin dad and grandmother that understand me. And Im still thankful for my confused mother and bobby because I know if he wasnt here who knows where he'd be. Yet I feel still as if my only home is my work. Or with my dad. Here I have ( Read more... )

Birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy almost ahh ( Read more... )

i just drove for the first time ever. my dads tacoma.. it feels good yet scary. i know i will be ok. just need to drive ALOT! ha.

you cant be happy.
nothing will be perfect
happiness is fleeting.
joy is not.
life is meaningless
without Him that is.
everyone has pain.
physical, emotional, etc.
life goes on.
just gotta have a reason..

Spend every day making the best of it. showing people how much i love them whether it be a hug or just saying it or showin it by what i do. i want to live like every day is the last day. i want to not care what people think of me or who i am. Because I am the only me there'll ever be anyway eh? everyones special. and you are all so special to me( ( Read more... )

gone by ( Read more... )

so yeah my Christmas was ok i got like a ton of stuff. but doesnt make missin my grandpa any less. it was hard to deal with.... empty at least. i went back and workin i work 39.5 hours this week oh yeah well supposed to. i got lunch with alex today that was nice. fazoli's yummy! EVERYONE is sick. my dad is sick, alex is sick, people around work. ( Read more... )

Yeah AN UPDATEEEEE OMGZ ( Read more... )