TEN things on your wishlist to Santa

1. Dean happy.
2. Me happy.
3. Bobby happy.
4. A Christmas tree.
5. Some eggnog.
6. Lights.
7. A little Christmas spirit.
8. A Christmas with both mom and dad.
9. Waking up one more Christmas without knowing that demons exist.
10. To feel in control.

Muse: Sam Winchester
Fandom: Supernatural

Wish we weren't so goddamn self-sacrificing.

Their dad fucked up in a gigantic colossal way. After their mom's death he became a focused machine bent on doing a demon bastard in while his boys sat in the get away car. The .45 he owned by the age of nine because he told the old man that he was scared of the monsters under the bed is a clear memory of how much their dad fucked up ( Read more... )

79. TEN things you know about someone else.

1. Dean Winchester is my older brother.
2. He's a jerk.
3. Who likes Metallica and other miscellaneous 80's mullet rock.
4. He'd always been the peacemaker between me and dad.
5. Sometimes I think he's a lot like what mom must have been like and then he does something that pisses me off and I realize that he's ( Read more... )

TEN things you should talk to a therapist about.
1. Jessica ( Read more... )

TEN kisses1. In Kindergarten, Amanda. She ran up to me from the swings and kissed me flat on the lips before running away again. Giggling ( Read more... )

From the amazing talents of Sam's supreme hacking:

From:
To: Jo ( Read more... )

TEN things that you wish could last longer

1. Sex.
2. When Dean actually admits that he's wrong.
3. The dreams and not the nightmares.
4. The end of a hunt.
5. My childhood.
6. That relief on someone's face that we've saved.
7. Our time with mom and dad as a family.
8. Waking up next to a warm body.
9. What Christmas used to be.
10. A year.

Muse ( Read more... )

TEN questions you will never ask1. What was mom like ( Read more... )

TEN things you would do if you found a seriously lucky Rabbit's Foot1. Not touch it ( Read more... )