Nightmares and things (Open)
It made me have nightmares. I should have known it would. Helping brick up under the theatre was important but it's hard to see my brother and know he has no wish to speak with me. And he is not the only one.
My arm is fine, since they kept me on light duties. I'm still wearing the sling though I could take it off. Tomorrow, I will. I will join Glaurnaneth and help her get the egg to her room as I promised. I did not even need to make anything. I was going to, and the man at the store asked if I had spoken yet to the people at the clinic about borrowing one. It is borrowed, not made, which is better for my arm and sturdier, too.
For tonight I am just walking. I wonder about monsters in lakes and alleyways, frogs and dragons, and having dinner with Sophie, which did not turn out so horribly, even if I could not help tears from falling. She noticed.
I was so happy a month ago. What is it about me that seems to make me sabotage all I have that is good? Or am I mistaken? Either way, I'm mostly alone again and nothing is easy when I'm not.
Mostly calm, actually.
My arm is fine, since they kept me on light duties. I'm still wearing the sling though I could take it off. Tomorrow, I will. I will join Glaurnaneth and help her get the egg to her room as I promised. I did not even need to make anything. I was going to, and the man at the store asked if I had spoken yet to the people at the clinic about borrowing one. It is borrowed, not made, which is better for my arm and sturdier, too.
For tonight I am just walking. I wonder about monsters in lakes and alleyways, frogs and dragons, and having dinner with Sophie, which did not turn out so horribly, even if I could not help tears from falling. She noticed.
I was so happy a month ago. What is it about me that seems to make me sabotage all I have that is good? Or am I mistaken? Either way, I'm mostly alone again and nothing is easy when I'm not.
Mostly calm, actually.