how are you expected to go on when everyone around you is telling you that you should reconsider everything you want for yourself. 

I love photography. And I love movies. And television. I love looking at things and going wow, that is so beautiful.

But it's past. It's not in the present. And no matter how beautiful something looks, it can't compare to life. We don't have two senses .. we have five. To see and hear are just two.

To taste. To touch. To smell. Everyday, we take ( Read more... )

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Last night I had a dream that my mom bought me a blue Ipod Mini for Christmas. Considering I just got a video Ipod for my birthday, I thought this was pretty stupid. I asked her why she would buy that for me, and she told me she though I could use it. I told her that she was being silly and that I was going to exchange it for something else ( Read more... )

Last night I saw Holiday with Ari and Tommy. It was one of the best movies I think I've ever seen. After the movie, however, Ari and I looked at each other and literally burst into hysterical laughter and tears .. at the same time. It was pretty liberating, I have to admit. Afterwards we ate our sorrows in a cappucino crunch cake from Charlie ( Read more... )

1. List some things you want to say to 10 different people but you know you probably never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
4. Never discuss it again.

1. I really, really worry about you. I want to make sure you're taking care of yourself. I hate that we've grown apart, and I know that ( Read more... )

My dreams have kind of been foreshadowing my life recently, and I'm not gonna lie, but it's kinda weird. Like Jen's been helping interpret them, and they definitely make me realize a lot about my life.

Between my best friends, the guys im falling for and my outlook on life, its all been told in my last 2 dreams.

Am I speaking to myself here? It's ( Read more... )

So, yesterday was fun fun fun. Went to Jeremys with Lisa and Jordan around 2 .. decided to watch Freaky Friday, which I can pretty much recite the words to now. Then went to Friendlys where we were defintely treated like royalty cuz Jordans dad is District Manager. I left the waiter gold dollars for his tip and he ran out and thanked us cuz his ( Read more... )

Name 5 Roles You'd Love to Play, But Cannot Due To Certain Circumstances ( Read more... )

It's sooo stupid hott in my house. I can't wait for the rain tomorrow!

The drama has calmed down, thank goodness. This past week has been fun, with me basically living at Aris, us going on adventures and being crazy kids. It was like we were living together for a couple days. We would kill each other if we actually lived together though. Aha.

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