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Sweeter After Dark
I cant tell if its a side effect of the pills that I refuse to take, or the overbearing boredom that never leaves, but I just can't take it anymore. I want to go back to school.
I miss my boyfriend.
I miss knowing where he is.
I miss being able to call him at HIS house.
I miss order.
I miss plans.
I miss how it used to be.
I miss too much.
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nightmares, dreams, and wishes
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Today Was All Just A Nightmare
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OhGodHowIWishThatWereTrue
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Its insane how the one thing that you told yourself wouldnt happen
did
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its not fair how the one thing that you based your hopes and dreams around happening
didn't
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its:
crazy
insane
unfair
horrible
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make it go away
just make it go away
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take it away
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give me back your reality
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The Rush
there
are
no
words
just
a
rush
of
feelings
she
cant
explain
all she knows
.....
she dosnt regret a thing
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Always Up and Down, Never Down and Out
I Want to Show You
Just How Facinating Kissing Is
When Earth Colides
With All The Spaces Between
Crossing the threads back and forth
wishing that life could be as easy as this
wishing life could fit together
Just.Like.This.
You take your Friends.
You take your Foes.
You take your Integrity.
You take your Dignity.
You take your Passion.
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Ready To Ignite
The Tombstones Were Waiting
They Were Half Engraved
They Knew It Was Over
Just Didnt Know The Date
I wont just let him back into my life
hes gonna have to work his way in
hes gonna have to pry into my soul and really want it
hes gonna have to want it
he punched and bit and tore at my heart 3 months ago
and I just sat there
smiling
laughing
burying ( Read more... ) -
Neither Foes Nor Loving Friends Can Hurt You
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty secconds worth of distance run
Yours Is the Earth and everything thats in it
Compromising dignity at the toil of a busted rub-ix cube
With one too many squares of the same color
Every twist pushes you back further from where you started
You fears and stubbornness are your bad knees and hurt joints
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Please Dont Mind What Im Tryin To Say
So, yeah, today was the reading TAKS test.
BORING BORING BORING!
omg
I made some icons to try and redeem my creativity
PanicAtTheDiscoX 60
TheHushSoundX16
FallOutBoyX51
Meg&DiaX2
AllAmericanRejectsX5
GymClassHeroesX2
PanicAtTheDisco
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We cannot be Quitters
so... this weekend was VERY eventful.
Friday
Matt comes over around 8:00
with NO intention of him spending the night
Mom has made it perfectly clear that we will be driving him home around midnight.
We watch The Labyrinth, and eat baked potatoes.
The movie ends, and we start watching Employee Of The Month.
During the middle of the movie, Matt falls asleep ( Read more... )
