So It is been about a year since I have even looked at this ( Read more... )

Now that life is settling down it is time to update ( Read more... )

Cedar point was fun. I have never been for halloweekends so I enjoyed it. It was jsut Eric and I but we had a good time. We drove home and it sucked! I was falling asleep the whole time. We got home at like 1:30 ( Read more... )

Last night was my breaking point. I talked to people last night and it helped a ton. Not about anything but just to know that people I really care about are still there. No one has to understand anything. I know how I feel and I know I feel strongly about it and that is all that really matters ( Read more... )

I dont get it. Finally the light bulb has clicked! It is a bad idea yet it isnt going to stop. Why do things like this happen? When doing harm to your body it probably isnt a good idea to continue. I wish everyone would see that! All I can do is continue to pray. Hopefully people arent as dumb as they are appearing to be at the moment ( Read more... )

Im done. Really! Im am so uncomfortable with the situation the only I can do is remove myself from it. So I am!!!

Rest In Peace Bob
You will be missed
10/30/26 - 10/2/05

I really hate this. Everything is so much different. Why cant everyone see it though? How can some people be so blind to it ( Read more... )

I dont understand why it is so hard for people to understand things. Really now.... The only way I am going to get through this is with Karla's help. Love ya dear! Muah! Thanks for all the talks already. It is good to have a girl to talk to. Canada this weekend will put all of this behind me ( Read more... )

First week of classes is over and I was really excited about the weekend. Too bad nothing come of that excitement. I started breaking out again and did nothing. I spent all day Saturday in the hospital. After they took some blood tests and gave me a ton more medicine they sent me home. I have to call todaya nd make an appointment to have some ( Read more... )