wish i could find a bottle, throw us inside and seal it.
and take the highest seas to the furthest places,
and drink in all the new and different.

music plays.
i play air guitar.
pretending to be a rock star
makes up for the lack that i'm not.
almost.
if you could see me...
...you would smile.
boxers and a wife-beater
crazy hair and strumming hands.

tired i sit.
sad and lonely.
stoned and horny.
it's reality.
i am me...
...crazy/goofy.

just my air fender and me

vday.
what a fucking crock.
in other news,
my head was spinning...
thoughts that shouldn't be there were.
people.
i fucking hate them.
i spaced out.
i wasn't there.
that was nice.
let's replay that.

in other other news...
special visit.
9 days
can't wait

i need sleep.

i question ( Read more... )

and now i remember why i kept walls up in the first place.

i shouldn't be awake ( Read more... )

i keep thinking to myself, "this year will be better for you zara ( Read more... )

and here i am again...feeling like the world's biggest asshole.
wanting to please everyone, someone always gets hurt.

one day, i am going to just focus on me being happy...one day.

merry xmas ( Read more... )

i sit here drumming my fingers on the keys thinking about you wondering about me ( Read more... )