So I feel like a jerk right now. :/ I was supposed to go to a photoshoot today, where I was offered a character I normally don't get....

But of course, I get hit with insomnia and couldn't fall asleep until 9am and fuck everything up. I don't know what happened; maybe the lack of the transitional ritual from day to day confused me. I just couldn't ( Read more... )

the cause for my delay in artistic activity; i've been artistic elsewhere LOL. there was a third pouch for my friend, but i gave it away before i could take any photos of it. ; A;

these were hand crafted with black and white felt, with thread.

......and the USB hub that didn't even survive 8 hours with me.

( USB hub and its death. )

sooo..... im kind of losing interest in posting my works online. i mean, yeah sure okay, a few people see it, some people go, "ooh, pretty!" or, "i like it!" and sometimes, "good job ( Read more... )

please stop calling me.
having such deep conversations where I'll be the only one to remember anything,
the only one hurt by the memories.

please stop telling me you miss me,
that I'm so far away,
that you want to hold me.

please stop reminding me the sort of person you are,
the sort of person who I wish did things differently.

please stop making me ( Read more... )

seriously.

what is it with so many people having such a condescending attitude recently? perhaps i've been taking the fact that i have decent friends surrounding me for granted, but i suddenly feel hit-in-the-face with this arrogance.

( so pissed off. )

Just wanna keep my own stuff sorted out.

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GUIDELINES

YAY

• BL/GL/HET/3some (soft core ⇢ hard core)
• more than one character/groups (added cost per person)
• dynamic poses
• fanart
• original characters

so!

( another year has come and gone. this year was different in a lot of ways, i think. it was one of my happier cons. )

i cant keep going like this ( Read more... )

growing is an inevitable part of life ( Read more... )

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