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i wish i can be emotionally expressive without the fear of being judge, being laughed at becuz of my insecurites and my thoughts -
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When we're headed toward an outcome that's too horrible to face, that's when we go looking for a second opinion. And sometimes, the answer we get just confirms our worst fears. But sometimes, it can shed new light on the problem, make you see it in a whole new way. After all the opinions have been heard and every point of view has been considered, ( Read more... ) -
wishing
I'm wishing for a brain tumor. I'm wishing all the time for a giant tumor that would just press down on my brain and make me hallucinate. Even for a minute you know, I just want to be a person who isn't wishing for a brain tumor. Just for one minute. I don't have any distractions. I'm sad, and I feel like were roommates that love each other but ( Read more... ) -
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So alots going on right now and i dunno. Our leave was good and everything we got along for the most part. But there were a couple times i wanted to cry and yell at him and tell him how much i hurt and hate him for doing everything he's done to me. But i didnt. How is it possible that the ones you love the most hurt u the most and the hardest ( Read more... ) -
wonder
why am i such an idiot n believe ppl. men.
why i do i always pick the wrong ones....
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past few days....
So ALOT has happened ALOT!! so we went on a date tuesday and it was nice n fun. It really was a good night, im just not really getting my hopes high with him. I dont want to get all high to be thrown down by him like this whole relationship has been. I realize he's not going to change for me or Brayden to be happily together its okay. Maybe its ( Read more... ) -
foolish words that pass through my brain.........................
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i dunno
Me & jeff have been together for a while and i love him deeply. The other day i woke up thinking ill be okay without him. And i decided that he can live his life with out me and i told him. I really want a love that gives you the courage to be better then you are not less then you are. One that makes you feel that anything is possible. Thats what ( Read more... ) -
he will never change for me so we are done.
We broke up. he's a fucking cheater and i fuclking hate him. I love him so much it makes me sick n it makes me hate him does that make sence????
Some days its hard otherse its ok but i just want th holiday to be over cuz its whats making things worse. -
love n lost
whenever you suffer a great loss like this, theres a lesson inside the experience that may feel crappy.. but it drives you deeper and you discover things about yourself that make you stronger, more humble, more real ( Read more... )