I'm going to post this here because my lady is the only one who really needs to see this.
And I tend to lose shit on FaceBook xD

OKIE DOKIE!
So Otakon is 70 bucks for pre-reg, that is kinda fucking ridiculous.
But whatever.

Our room is $1010 for our usual 4days 3 nights.
Not bad.
It's a regular room though.
Just 2 beds and I asked for a rollaway.
As far as ( Read more... )

Well I kinda forgot today was Valentine's Day.
You would think, being in a relationship for nearly 4 years now, I would remember something like this.
Except... we never really cared about this sorta thing.

ANYWAY

I'm technically talking about yesterday, but this is how the day went.
YAY actual journal update

So yeah, I didn't get to bed till about 5:24am ( Read more... )

Yeahh...
Me neither.

I think.. I think I'm getting replaced.

I changed my layout so you could see it better.

yes/no?

I could just be over exaggerating my current depression.
But I think I figured out just what has been getting me down the most lately..

You are "That Woman" now.

I really ought to stop being so pathetic and just deal with it.

So despite mine and Joe's wishes to NOT do Christmas this year cause we're saving..
...we got presents anyway.
Not that I'm really complaining of course.
I like getting stuff.
But now I just feel bad.

It was really only the family who didn't fucking listen, so I guess I can't feel too bad about it.
They never pay attention anyway.

I got some neat stuff ( Read more... )

I really don't update this thing.
Like...ever.
But I assure you I'm alive.

Obviously.

I got some good news though. For once.
We're leaving.
Like, seriously leaving.
In a year.

Joe is crazy as all hell when it comes to  the money.
Despite all the buzz killing, I know it's for a good cause.
He's looked at our budget and stuff, rounded everything down, and ( Read more... )

Today at work.
On my break.
I walked into the stock area, locked myself in the bathroom, and cried for a good 25 minutes.
Like... gross sobbing.

I was a mess.

Now I'm home.
Drinking.

I swore to myself that I would never be that person to drink alone.
Because, yeah... that's pathetic.

But... I'm a pathetic person so... it all works.

Drugs cost too much.

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So... yeah...

I'm never really on here much.
Tumblr seems to have taken over my life.
That and RP.

Cause yeah. My life is TERRIBLE and RP is the only thing that keeps me semi-sane anymore.
Without any cons to go to, I just... meh.
I feel worthless. There's like nothing for me to do except WORK.
And I hate work. God I hate it so much.
I have never been more ( Read more... )

I just want to lock myself up in a room and play my violin till I die.