I haven't done that in a while. I've never don't this ever.
Today at work.
On my break.
I walked into the stock area, locked myself in the bathroom, and cried for a good 25 minutes.
Like... gross sobbing.
I was a mess.
Now I'm home.
Drinking.
I swore to myself that I would never be that person to drink alone.
Because, yeah... that's pathetic.
But... I'm a pathetic person so... it all works.
Drugs cost too much.
Develop a drinking habit instead.