just found my old journal and after forgetting the password for about two years now I found it woo hoo. so I'm back living in chicago still but alas newly single and trying to deal with life.

still here, yeah moved to chicago, have been here about two months. I'm going back to visit Tucson, AZ in sept for a week. Hoping to get a tattoo of either a meaningful qoute/song lyric or a nautical star on my wrist. I miss Tucson like crazy. My job does not allow for free time on a regular schedule which makes it impossible to commit to anything ( Read more... )

in chicago and sadder than ever, I miss arizona, I think I made the wrong choice in moving, meh oh well so it goes life goes on and forward I go I guess

I seem to have moved all my writing to either myspace blogs, or to a paper journal, my life has been a whirlwind, graduated college, moving to chicago in July for a new job and a fresh start, so much done but I don't have the patience or the time to write it down and account for my lack of upkeep in this faction of my journaling. Oh well I must ( Read more... )

I have no time or energy to update this thing lately, I hardly ever even read everyone else's which is of course bad. I have new bad habits and I'm reverting back to some of the old ones, I just need some quality time with someone to hug me and just chill, perhaps a trip to the ocean is in order, that always helps to set me back in line. I need to ( Read more... )

Spring break could not come soon enough, lost the last rugby game of my U of A career which sucked. I cried after the game in front of everyone which sucked. Going to a rugby tourney this weekend and theme is cowboi's yeah gonna look hot. Hopefullh going to the beach while in San diego this weekend then coming back and working all spring break. ( Read more... )

"I love you on an emotional level and as a friend but I'm just not physcially attracted to you"

That phrase has been and will be the death of my heart, haha as soon as I start to even feel the least bit comfortable in my own skin and what I'm becoming. It seems as though I'm stuck between the ever metaphoric rock and a hard place. I like the ( Read more... )

I need something that I can plug into my brain so that this constant stream of thoughts just flows into a device that I can later plug into my computer and upload as I can never write when the thoughts flow freely and never have the energy anymore to write them down when I have time. Meh My parents hate the new hair, its the shortest I've ever had ( Read more... )

http://kevan.org/johari?name=rugby_red

hmm yes interesting you should do it!

Today I saw a lion from less than three feet away, and I got to play in the rhinocerous pen and feed a girafee, perhaps I shall work in a zoo in the future with the animals and the like.