I've never felt so interesting in my life! Everyone's assuming so0 many things about me & other people.Most of it are lies but HEY IM BEING TALKED ABOUT! Apperantly Im intersting enough to talk about because everyone else is bored with themselves......I guess Im an exiting topic.& since Im still in high school it's a good thing that people talk ( Read more... )

Well for the past couple of weeks I've been getting shock,after shock,after shock.It has been mostly family & stuff but the most hilarious shock was at school.It's amazing how people can just lie to you in your face.They say one thing to you but then say another thing to the other person.I mean I've said things that I've meant but then change ( Read more... )

Today I hung-out with friends which I haven't done for a really long time ( Read more... )

Well I really haven't been a straight-out,nice,understandable,caring person so I've decided to just stay away for a while.I mean I haven't been with my usual friends for a while & I haven't really treated them like I used to.& I've been a prick to my X-boyfriend;he shouldn't have even bothered.It's like I really,really missed him but then a couple ( Read more... )

Well...today was F-CAT WRITTES which was insanely boring.But other than that today I auditioned for a musical at school.It was the funniest & creepiest experience I've ever had. I was planning to sing MISTER CELLPHANE from CHICAGO but ppl kept telling me that everyone's tired of CHICAGO so I decided to sing THE PUMPKIN KING from THE NIGHTMARE ( Read more... )

Well last night I talked to Chris & I basically told him I just want us to be friends.I did do it in the worse way though....over the phone.I wanted to do it in person but he didn't go to school & I just wanted to get it over with as fast as I can.& I couldn't wait until monday & pretend like I was still thinking about it when I already made my ( Read more... )

Well.....um....Im just not completely there.
Im just...not all here...
Im afraid to talk to anyone without causing any drama.
So i rather fix myslef-up somehow & just be.

Well.....um....Im just not completely there.
Im just...not all here...
Im afraid to talk to anyone without causing any drama.
So i rather fix myslef-up somehow & just be.

2005 has been my year of breaking FREE!!!I've earned more experiences with guys,I came out to my family,friends,& anyone else out there.I've sneeked out,sneeked in,got away with lies,problems,& ideas about life.I've gone through depression,still going through therapy,DRAMA,crushes,obsessions,X-boyfriends,new boyfriends,current boyfriend,left ( Read more... )

Christmas eve was fun!It was at my cousin Laura's house.It was really nice.She hired a cook,had christmas music,great appetizers,delicious desserts,& the family.It was quite pleasant.Even though my cousin & her boyfriend got extremely stressed but other than that things went pretty well.I opened my gifts & I was extremely happy with what I got but ( Read more... )