never again.

BUT
my friends are really amazing
kat took a card to crack soup friday night and everyone signed it
it was pretty much one of the best presents i've ever gotten.
i miss everyone but i'm pretty much well.... all my energy just isn't back yet
and she's come to see me everyday since i've been sick which has meant a lot a lot.

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i have the most wonderful best friend in the world.

i woke up this morning and had a message from her telling me to check my mailbox when i woke up.
i went and checked it at like 6 this morning and this is what was in there :

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 i have pnemonia ( Read more... )

  i'm really sick again....

i am getting ready to go to the doctor.

 i'm sick AGAIN.... which makes me kind of sad

but
i've been EXTREMELY fucking happy lately.
and i really really love the people in my life.

and and and... i've been smiling and hugging and kissing a lot lately. and i mean every bit of it.  IT and i are really over with.... no going back. and my friends are the shit... especially my best friend. we ( Read more... )

last night a really good friend told me "if you ever need anything, please call me, i'm always here... and if i'm not, i can be there soon"
it felt good to be the one that is said to, rather than the one saying it.

sometimes you don't realize what you have, until it's gone... but sometimes, if you are lucky......
it's never really gone.

 i miss them:

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 i got a new lj.

the name is alltoreup

 i FINALLY got out of my house today.
it was nice to see people i love.

hey I'm testing this out it's kat and I lvoe allyyyyyy