Don't think I'll ever understand.

[harmony1440]

Throughout the last few weeks, things have been slowly progressing downward for me.  I can feel myself sinking back into that same rut that I was so intimately familiar with only a few short years ago.  I knew there was a possibility it could happen again, especially since I was diagnosed with being a chronic case, but I was really hoping it was

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[americandreamer]

It may be none of my business and you might not want my advice. I can't speak first hand but I know it was a horrible time for you - but pushing people away is not going to make it any better. I know it wasn't easier for me and it made our friendship worse. But Corey loves you, you wouldn't be living together if he wasn't. He might surprise you, give him a little more credit. Maybe don't tell him the whole story but you can tell him a little piece or little pieces on a gradual basis so he understands. *hugs*