Sometimes I can't think straight.

Sometimes I think fucked up.

I think I'm fucked up.

Is there ever any help? Is there anyone out there?

Someone who would understand? Someone that understands pain.

my birthday is tomorrow, turning 22. I feel so old, I go to a show and a lot of kids are 7 years younger than me. sometimes even younger than that. I feel bad for some of my friends who are around the age of 38 when they go to hardcore shows with me. But they do play in a few bands so it's a bit different perspective I guess. 

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