i leave for oregon in 5 days. a week ago i was pretty excited and now i'm feeling a little overwhelmed and like i'm at this comfortable spot i don't really want to leave. but i cleaned my car today like mad and i'm getting ready to sell it. if anyone wants to buy it let me know. tomarrow is the day of massive laundry and room-cleaning ( Read more... )

I went hiking today with Jessica Pace (who heads out tomarrow). She came over to my house to pick up some last minute things i'd taken at the beginning of the summer. We decided to go for a little walk in Hatchers and ending up hiking and getting lost and finding Lane Hut. Lane Hut is quite possibly the coolest thing i've ever been too. Its just a ( Read more... )

I slept through my alarm this morning and was late to work. and i went home and fell asleep on accident even though i was supposed to go watch sin city with andy. oops. i need to just sleep for 12 hours. but theres so much to do. it seems like whenever i say goodbye to one friend another ones getting ready to leave. Max, Heather and Emily all leave ( Read more... )

everythings going to change. and i'm going to miss it.

The ( Read more... )

I'm babysitting and i finally got the kids to go to bed only to realize that there is nothing to do here. Tomarrow i have to get up early to clean the house with my family bacause we're having tons of relatives come up to see the great land of alaska. Basically i'm getting kicked out of my room and have to sleep in a tent in the back yard with my ( Read more... )

i've gotten into the endless cycle of never updating my journal but constantly reading other peoples. So i figure its time to give it a go ( Read more... )

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

i'm done ( Read more... )

fuck.

i thought smoking was supposed to make you feel better

and its just made me feel worse.