i think i've forgotten what happy feels like

again, i am pure evil

get in my bed already

and thats all there is to it.

and so closes that chapter of my life.
well atleast for a little while.

never had a dream come true

cause you can't miss something you've forgot

that i need you as bad as you need me

damn i'm embarrassed, but i'm almost more embarrassed for you.

"Grief is a most peculiar thing; we're so helpless in the face of it. It's like a window that will simply open of its own accord. The rooms grows cold and we can do nothing but shiver. But it opens a little less each time and a little less and one we wonder what has become of it."