BAHH!!! the internet, i forgot how mindnumbing it could get.

Scotch in hand, bitterness subdued, wondering of this world... trapped in boxes of words and bias and obligation... sips to slumber.

BLAH BLAH BLAH

i need... change

It seems as though this just seems to be an unfortunate time for many people, and i lack the philosophical prowess to describe it effectively but i hope for change so extreme no one can ignore.

so i've been having migraines for a week straight, vidal has been fired and i'm using credit cards again and wondering how i'm going to make minimum200.00 payments to bank of america for a checking account that has eight bucks, fucking christ work sucks i want a new job.

seeing trailers for indie films makes my heart ache for a cosmoploitan city, i remember spending two summers in a row their, in chicago, watching films eating good foods just taking in and not feeling want for anything else seeing great cinema or even the hint of it always takes me to a place where i fall in love with the best of humanity. just ( Read more... )

i move out of this hell hole soon hopefully i waon't be mauled by any debt collectors in the process.... this week.... i have been severely intoxicated on multiple vices witnessed Darwin set my floor on fire, loose my crocs to darwin and some cow, got my car stuck in a ditch and had to be pulled out, given a hundred dollars from a regular leftwing ( Read more... )

FUCKING CHRIST I FEEL LIKE I"M HITTING A WALL OF FINANCIAL DEBT!!!!!

I'm feeling a little heartbroken today, not for any particular reason other then stepping thru the looking glass and breifly looking at my life