note: josh is picking me up to go to school in a few minutes

okay so yesterday i had like a breakdown.

i was really stressed about stuff.

like work. working 25 hours a week is okay for the summer, buts its too much when school starts. the money is great and i love the people that work there [<3 rachel, emily, ashly, jakie, alison] so i don't ( Read more... )

so last night was pretty random
it was:
-me
-cal<3
-sam
-shelbie
-paige
-& cochrane

so first, i came over at sam's house around 7:30. i wore my salmon 3/4 length polo shirt, a long navy tank top underneath, jeans and my awesome red heels <3. i would have looked better if my hair wasn't screwy and if i bothered to put on makeup ( Read more... )

so. this is what i have done so far today ( Read more... )

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

-civics class ( Read more... )

so this is what i found out about myself yesterday at aprox. 5 o'clock in the evening [according to paige ( Read more... )

What Am I ( Read more... )

with these bitter tears i give you regret and promise. this, i swear to you, i'll love you until my breath is gone, until my life is through. and i'm sorry that i slit your throat and i'm sorry i could see that it's you. and it was you. and it always will be you. the rain fogged my vison and my tears blurred my sight. i'm sorry i treated you badly ( Read more... )

dear boyfriend,

i'm sick of you blaming everything on me. i'm sick of you making it seem like it's my fault. i'm sick of you being jelous. i'm sick of your sarcasm. i'm sick of you.

...i'm so sick of fights, i hate them.

love, girlfriend

P.S. i love you forever and today

-scott says it's just a lull and if i concentrate on guitar, it'll go away ( Read more... )