I FEEL SO TIRED.... ITS BEEN 2 WEEKS NO SLEEP...
                                     i try
                                     n i try
                                    n i still cant sleep....
The lump on my breast is back too..it hurts.. i feel like im fallin apart n it sucks..i made an appointment n ima go to the doctors on ( Read more... )

im alive its been forever im single after 2 or watever yrs... ehhh

dads goin 2 tha hospital 9/7
gran dyin
etc
u all move on yet im stuck in space ..did u lose me....or did i lose u ..r... my everything.....im gone.

well im still here.. i graduated last saturday and im officially in college, everything is paid for and i got into the nursing program. im leaving tom. to go on a one week cruise to florida and the bahamas, my sis got it for me. im happy its my graduation and our birthday cruise ( Read more... )

long month, happy mothers day, quit my job but he is still makin me work , hate myself and body and life will be short in the end

so i decided on a new hair cut, i think it looks cute robbie and some otha pppl did too.. i went to school today and like ppl were sayin it looked great, mikey thinks i look HOTTTTTTT

gonna take my entrance exam to hunter tom. wish me luck:)

so sry i havent updated form the skii trip.. it was awesome i wanna go again but it wont be the same. there was a fight wit a girl from my room and this girl i dont like. i was funny but it turns out ppl arent who they really are ( Read more... )

i pictured things oh so differently... but he luvs her.. fooled again as always, guess im just doomed to be alone....i believe there is someone out there for me but the thing is will he find me ( Read more... )

smile...laugh.. laugh damnit!!!....

i have good friends, i should be happy but i need someone to help me open my eyes.. i think im givin up on myself.. should i? i cant ....
maybe someone out there can help me....

so i went in early to take the math b regents exam in order to get the advance regents deploma.. ya ima geek right.. wateva...so i leave and i get there how many ppl take the exam u ask?..8 ya 8 and then 4 ppl walked out sayin oo they cant take it its too hard.. so im sittin there takin my time since its liek a 3 hour exam and it wounds up its only ( Read more... )