Ah, New Years. Let me count the ways ( Read more... )

I looked up Eric on My Space tonight. I'm not sure if that was a good or bad idea. It makes me miss him him. And then it makes me mad at him that I haven't heard from him at all since June. I know I should actually call him since he's never online and me never calling was one of his beefs. But then again, I always used to call him at the wrong ( Read more... )

I just e-mailed Eric and it feels really good. I miss having him around. I just somehow knew he'd be there for me if I really needed it. I hope he's doing okay. Because someone ought to be having a good Friday night and making up for my shitty one.

Eric seeing me driving the G-line this morning and smiling and waving to me. It seriously made my whole morning.

So tired, but I like driving busses. Just need to work on staying on schedule. But I am told all new drivers have issues with this.

Somewhere some entity is laughing at me because the only person I physically saw on New Years is the person I started dating exactly two years ago. This Master of Irony is the same one that put us in neighboring apartments when we had first broken up and a year later placed us directly across from one another. It makes me wonder if something is ( Read more... )

It all started with my friend Jon IMing me on Thursday asking, "when are we gonna watch anime together?" This led to plans to hang out the following night here at my place. During this time Eric had a very confusing away message up, and then later IMing me to explain who it was for(see two entries ago ( Read more... )

While talking with Eric for an hour and fourty five minutes tonight, he proposed a challenge to me: figuring out how to be friends with him again. The clue is that it has something to do with how he and his ex got together. I think I have an idea of what it is. But I'm going to have to to think over all of our major conversations of the last ( Read more... )

"Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so ( Read more... )

I am going out of my mind. I just want to be free of him. I went to the store to go get frappuccinos for staying up studying tonight, and I noticed Tracy in the hot tub talking to someone in the pool. He was talking to a girl who was swimming with Eric. So now I'm flipping out. I don't really want to see him, yet I do. I think I freak out so ( Read more... )