Lately I came to realize I'm actually not a happy person who happens to like jrock objectively and matter of chance... The matter in which my heart connects with the music should have been a sign to me but i thought i just happened to like the sound ( Read more... )

It's 425am and i feel wide awake despite having a much more physical day at work than usual. [today was the last day before renovations so of course MANY people + having to move everything out of the kitchen etc etc to prepare for renovations + 1 no-show dishwasher and so i had to sub in >.< damn hard work ( Read more... )

So, finally the stupid excuse of a human being is finally moving out my house. [my stepdad- or rather more accurately mom's significant other ( Read more... )

Just a random thought [just wanna say it, of course somewhere in between is best ( Read more... )

On a happier note~ I still have my doll boyfriend Shuuya. Even though I didnt have time to make him the traditional outfit i wanted to make for his b-day because i was dealing with all the crap with the California guy, I had a wonderful day out with my ever so loyal and understanding Shuuya ( Read more... )

It all started with a mis-link. My good friend Jin and I sometimes play a silly game where one of us would come across a disgusting thing [eg like a close up on someones cellulose or something] and type YOUR TEAM! meaning you're paired up with this person/thing. Yea i know its stupid lawl. Anyway, he accidentally linked me to a picture of a very ( Read more... )

Humm lots and not much has happened during this year. It as nothing like the year before but I still feel a bit guilty for not recording it. I should have also recorded my memories for 2006 summer but oh well, can't retrieve them now because i didnt even use a planner back then ( Read more... )

LOL ... its passed 5am so ill keep it short -_-ll the last entry was messed i dont even know what i was thinking hahaha. Anyway, I'm really happy to be single and since khea has been back theres been some excitement again. Also, since I took the time to re-look at my entries, I noticed i missed a chunk of my life in earlier in 2006... maybe i ( Read more... )

though, I dont really cry anymore, I cannot forget nor can i can i let go of him.... It might even take 5yrs before !'ve completely healed. Just because we never had sex doesn't mean it's not love. I loved him alot... And i guess until i stop thinking about him in nostailgia, will be the day i have healed ( Read more... )

The Door Dream ( Read more... )