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I will always need you
I'm sorry
I can't help it
but I fucking love you -
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it's late. it's dark. I miss you so badly it hurts. -
when I cry
It hit me out of the blue, a shot like a drop of rain on a cloudless day. When she said the words, my breath caught, ripped from my throat, from my chest, like she'd stolen them - when in fact, it was your voice I heard; your face, your laughter, the memory of you that tore me apart ( Read more... ) -
big
He liked to think of himself as Mr. Big ( Read more... ) -
keen
the loss is palpable, made worse by the knowledge that you don't feel the same -
banished
I can't remember what it felt like anymore. Only what I said it did ( Read more... ) -
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I've started stripping my life of people I cling to like shadows of a long forgotten past. They say that you remake yourself every five years, and if that's the case, then I'm two skin changes from even recognizing these people anymore. The only thing that gives me pause anymore is my own vanity; the only salt on the wound is the thought that they ( Read more... ) -
disillusionment
When I was dating Sid, for a lot of our relationship, I pretty much thought, "this is as good as it gets ( Read more... ) -
Hello, November
Goodbye, October ( Read more... ) -
really nice
Yesterday's decompression of feelings was really helpful. During the things I've been doing lately that remind me of him, Red barely crossed my mind, and I didn't once wonder if I should talk with him again. I know it would be a bad move. Figuring out why I wanted to reach out to him was quite a load off, though ( Read more... )