I feel like a completely different person. I haven't dated anyone since Talya 17 months ago... but I've had a few flings here and there and I've come to realize that I don't really need to be with anyone to be happy. In fact if I am ever going to be with someone, I need to be happy with myself first. This is all rudimentary and obvious, but there's ( Read more... )

Summer is almost over. It's been warmish but the weather hasn't been great. It's really hot today, and yet, despite my complaints and this final delivery of actual summer weather, I find myself wanting to stay inside. I wonder why... there's nothing to do in here ( Read more... )

Her name is Talya and she's wonderful, and like a dumbass, I fucked it up. Like a big smelly dumbass. I broke up with her. It was the right thing to do. And I didn't want to. But I had to. That seems to always be the case with me ( Read more... )

Lately I have been spending time with a very lovely girl. I think she is wonderful and I hope our relationship develops further. I like her quite a bit and I think she's keen on me. I have absolutely no idea how to make what we have now become more than that, but I'm going to try to achieve just that, because I'd like her to be my girlfriend. G. ( Read more... )

I've been kinda lonely lately. This is to be expected - I had a great time in Cleveland seeing friends and family, and now I'm back home all by myself with nobody to talk to or be around. I often wonder if I'm going to be single at 40 and completely alone. I suppose there's a peace in that, but I don't think I'll ever love life until I have someone ( Read more... )

I got some really good advice this week from an old friend. I didn't do much else as I wasn'[t scheduled for work this week. Lame.

I'm a slow learner, and the first days of work at any job my superiors tend to get a little frustrated, but I'll come out on top. You'll see, world! You'll see ( Read more... )

I now work at Cold Stone. I hope I don't get fat ( Read more... )

Horpy no Yarr!

It's nice to be home. I believe today I will accomplish many things. We'll see!