Comments | gwenivere: Breaking down pain logically

gwenivere

Breaking down pain logically

Jan 31, 2007 22:27

It's as if I've compartmentalized the pain about different things with different people so that not everybody has to deal with it all. Or maybe so that not everybody knows how many little compartments of pain there are. The strangest / worst thing is that the two people up here that I would normally go to are the least well informed (they totally ( Read more... )

pete, work, michelle, alex, sad

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anonymous February 1 2007, 06:56:58 UTC

I'm ready to help you write the script...and I bet it is good enough for TV when is the last time you watched soap operas?

Mommawolf

gwenivere February 1 2007, 15:18:13 UTC

Maybe it should be done like a reality show ;)

lather2002 February 1 2007, 11:21:05 UTC

I am so sorry that you lost your brother. My brother has recieved orders that he is to be assigned to active duty in Iraq soon. LOLove.

gwenivere February 1 2007, 15:21:37 UTC

Thank you for the kind words. I know you must be concerned about your brother. He'll be ok. My brother really liked receiving anything from home. We sent him photos of what we took for granted - his snake, his dog, us, magazines, candy, dirty jokes. He complained most about the lack of snow :) *warm thoughts your way*

super_kay February 1 2007, 16:20:26 UTC

Woa, Carie has become a "fiend"? I can't picture that - what happened?

gwenivere February 1 2007, 21:53:03 UTC

Money does bad things to people and the settlement from Alex's death wasn't exactly small.

super_kay February 5 2007, 14:52:11 UTC

Oh, jeez, I didn't even think about there being money, that's too bad that its effecting her like that. I hope you guys got some of it, it would help with the memorial for him, right? What is the status on that anyway? My mom and I were wondering about it a while ago.

gwenivere February 5 2007, 15:20:23 UTC

Yeah, we did.

We raised 1/2 of what we needed - but we still have the guitar to auction off and I think we're doing another fundraiser.

anonymous February 1 2007, 23:26:02 UTC

Sounds like Pete is giving you "guy speak" for "I just want to be friends but I don't want to hurt your feelings."

Guys are stupid. Sorry you're having a bad time.

gwenivere February 2 2007, 23:09:48 UTC

I'm sorry, who is this?

chelebelle February 1 2007, 23:31:34 UTC

It's not just him you won't talk about you don't talk to me about anything. I don't know what I'v done to make you feel like you can't talk to me but believe me it's not true.

gwenivere February 7 2007, 03:00:52 UTC

I'm glad we talked the other night - I hope you feel at least kind of better!