LEND ME A PUP

I will lend to you for awhile
a puppy, God said,
For you to love him while he lives
and to mourn for him when he is gone.
Maybe for twelve or fourteen years,
or maybe for two or three
But will you, till I call him back
take care of him for me?

He'll bring his charms to gladden you
and when his ( Read more... )

Well..I got back to work today from temp disability.  My foot is getting better but it still swells up from time to time.  I cant wear any shoes for at least one more month.  I'm wearing sneakers with slacks...*sighs* and also my air cast.  Oh well....

Its strange getting back to work after all this time not working.  Dont get me wrong though I am ( Read more... )

Well...I'm back from vacation and I wish I could stay in CT.  I'm just so tired of the city.  I have this strong feeling that in a few years (10) I will move to CT for good.  I really love that place.  Anyway...I enjoyed my vacation, the Pooh and Dippity had fun.  We went fishing, long drives night running (Dippity) and did a little gambling at ( Read more... )

Well I am going on vacation tomorrow.  I am leaving to CT with The Pooh and Dippity.  It should be nice.  I'm still depressed...I've been depressed now about 2 weeks.  All over Jina.  But you know what...I feel a bit relief that she is finally resting.  I visited her grave today and I didnt get too emotional.  I just called her name and said that I ( Read more... )

Okay...my brain is messing with me.  Last night before I went to bed I turned off the lights in the living room and I could of sworn  I heard Jina's little steps.  I heard four clicks and the sound was gone.  I know its my brain playing with me but for a moment I thought I heard her steps.  I went to her grave yesterday after work and cried.  She ( Read more... )

*sigh*  Jina passed on last night at 7:30 in my home.  It was just so hard to see her suffering and breathing her last breaths.  She is finally at peace but she was a fighter all the way to the end.  My parents and I cried so much yesterday.  We just talked about her all day and thinking back to when she was young and how she used to be.  She is ( Read more... )

*sniffs*

Where do I begin this entry without tears?  I'm sitting here at work just thinking about my fur baby Jina.  She is just disappearing before my eyes.  She is getting skinner and skinner as each day passes and is eating less.  The way she looks at me with those eyes it just tears my heart apart.  My parents and I would like for her to pass on ( Read more... )

Well...I got the email from the IMLS department and was accepted into the Scholarship Program.  YAY!  I'm just so happy...I cant wait to begin this degree and get it over with.  I never wanted to have 2 Masters Degrees but oh well...2 is better than none.  The school will send me all the info via mail, I guess I'll get all the information by next ( Read more... )

*sighs*  I havent posted lately.  I guess I havent really felt like it. Nothing really major happening at this time.  Just work, go home or go the The Pooh's house.  Yesterday we went to the park with Dippity and he had so much fun.  We were going to give him a bath before I went home but we just changed our minds.

I'm not going to work over time ( Read more... )

 I went yesterday to my interview and I think I did ok.  After I left I was thinking to myself.  Damn..I should of said this or that.  I should of asked this or that.  Oh well...no need to worry about it now.  Its done.  But I am tired rite now.  I woke up at 4am thinking about this.  Jeeze...I have never been so worried in a while.  Just that this ( Read more... )