i haven't foxed wit dis in a long while..anyways..i am deeply saddened but deeply happy at the same time...i'm living in dallas now...its all good though...im going to see big d and the kids table sat. its gonna be great..i just wish my friends could be wit me...it would be nice..

its been a while since i've even logged onto this site, partly becuz no1 ever reply's to my posts anymore, and when they do its ussually something not so nice, i guess mainly becuz i only post about tess and nobody wants to hear that shit..i understand all that...so i'll refrain from it when i can..i'm in texas now..i've been here for a while, the ( Read more... )

so here i am in texas..the cowboy capital..i'm no cowboy thank god..lol in anycase..its kinda kewl out here..i'm not too far from a mall i miss all my friends alot..i think some of my friends and i should hang out more when i get back..some time in feb. probably..i miss tess alot i wish i could see her now..in anycase this is all i have to update ( Read more... )

And I swear it’s the last time and I swear it’s my last try ( Read more... )

do people change..can they??will i ever change the person i am now into the person i wishi could be??? these questions have been lingering on my mind for the last few days..i am weak and i cannot do anything..only thing is..i've accepted it...so now all i can do is try to deal with it..its been a while since i've posted i thought i'd just speak my ( Read more... )

i'm bouts to go to texas for a month or two..i hope that when i return some of you will appreciate me more..and i hope that some of you will remain in touch..though i'm several miles away i hope and pray that when i come back you will remember me..when ever that may be...

DUUUUUUUUUDDDDEEEE!!!!........the suicide machines are gonna be playing novemeber 29 at the creepy crawl with whole wheat bread..who's goin..i sure as hell am:D...ask me if you need a ride and perhaps i can help you out...14 dollars a ticket btw..i need to know how to get to the creepy crawl..anyways on another note i went and signed up with man ( Read more... )

i've had quite and interesting weekend...i went to see nin fri..fucking awseome show...i had an interesting night last night i'm not even gonna get into detail aboutit...it seems like lately my whole life pretty much has been swaying on the edge of a knife..kinda hectic..i've been feeling really nihilistic but if i try really hard i'll see right ( Read more... )

well..its friday..which means i get to go see nin tonight...fun times...me and tess are going together..<3..it should be alot of fun..things have been rather rough..like when you are golfing and you didn't hit the green..but if i keep swinging i suppose it will get back on the right track soon..i've already bogied out i guess better luck next hole: ( Read more... )

i think i might go to job core soon, its a great opertunity for me..(i think i spelled that wrong:P) anyways, i'll be able to get my high school deploma plus get to go to school to be an electrition its gonna be so awesome...they give me like everything and they will set me up with a job that i'll be able to make like 17 dollars and hour starting ( Read more... )