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Also, I woke up at 4 AM feeling all sorts of fear, panic and trepidation. Like scared for my life. Not cool.
I believe that there's something to dreams but I don't believe so much in websites defining dreams. Still, when dreams are that vivid or the feelings from them are and still linger with you...it's saddening. -
so many questions, absolutely no answers
Where did the summer go? Why did I let it go without doing half of what I intended to do?
What is my life? Why can I not figure out how to be a grown-up? Why can't I make a plan and stick to it?
I'm tired of everything sucking and not being sure where I went wrong. I don't want to go back but I have nowhere to move forward to.
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every day seems i'm wasting away
Long, tiring day. And it sucks to be sick in the summer. Well, sort of sick. It might be a cold, it might be allergies but either way I'm germy. Funtimes ( Read more... ) -
well...that's something
When your birthday is creeping up on you and you realize that you're on the other side of 25, the one that's closer to 30, and you're still nowhere where you want to be but not because you've tried and failed but because you haven't tried at all - file it under "WTF have I been doing?" and move ahead.
So here goes. Trial 2. 3. 4.0. Let's see how ( Read more... ) -
*pokes*
so this is still here. gotta remember that. -
day after day
OMG, people are so dumb sometimes. I know I sound like a teenager with that sentence but when you apparently work amongst those who act juvenile, there's some old habit slipping ( Read more... ) -
unspoken
The apathy is here again in the pit of my stomach which I may be confusing with hunger. As in, I'll eat to fill it but it won't go away nor do I get full. It just does not go anywhere. This may have to do with something that happened last night and the grief I am putting on myself thanks to a wonderful epiphany this morning. That and another night ( Read more... ) -
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So much pain. And itchiness. Sunburns are the devil. However, they have yet to truly stop me from playing in the sun. No matter how much sunscreen I put on, if skin is exposed that usually isn't (such as my shoulders in this case) there will be a burn. So painful that I cannot even sleep on my back. And laying on my front doesn't help as my chest ( Read more... ) -
wishing and hoping and all that other crap
ahdkjlkdsfhlk;jl;askdOh,SHOW! This beyond thrills me than [tos] or anything else. Really. I am just so flippin' happy. And curious about CMIYC and Aaron but really? He's gonna be Gabe on BROADWAY. And this cast. The only thing I would consider changing but still be hesitant about is Bobby for Brian. Cause I adored Bobby at Arena but Brian was ( Read more... ) -
like everything else that was
Where the hell did January go ( Read more... )