If they say educated, rich people are only publicly bigots in situations they feel are safe or wont be disputed in, and are right, then you are the epitome of everything trite, banal, stereotypical and infuriating ( Read more... )

My first kiss was on a wide, flat bed in my cousins room. The headboard and posters were a light orange. It was the summer of 6th grade, New York, New York. The family I was visiting lived in an old Jewish apartment with various stars of David etched into the walls even though we were all raised Catholic. In this room, way in the back and to the ( Read more... )

Honestly, I cant do anything if my teeth feel dirty or I have a bad taste in my mouth. I absolutely have to brush or else I cant concentrate on anything. Which is why I carry a toothbrush and toothpaste in my purse ( Read more... )

I had a dream I smoked a joint with Issac Brock. He rolls like a pro but I burned my fingers.

Another thing I dont like: Baby: hey amanda
grrr1 style: hey
Baby: !!! guess what and dont tell no body
grrr1 style: what
Baby: im at jodies and wwere drunk
grrr1 style: good one guys

One thing I love: when someone tells a joke during the tension after a fight.

I was listening to absurd amounts of Cat Power and feeling unreasonably happy. Then my mom IMed me, saying shes pissed and frustrated because the dog is making messes in the house and shes working 12 hour days to get some projects done. I told her I was pretty bored and missed all my friends. Then I started crying. I think I just miss school ( Read more... )

I really should be satsfied with the fact that not everyone is going to like me.

A few windows and a cd player were broken. An arm cut in self-pitying angst stupidity. A call was never placed, but promised. A boy pitted against himself. An ego large enough for him to mistake his enemy as humanity. A lump of frustration in the middle of her throat, bobbing and growing. Relations regretted, resolutions made ( Read more... )

I need to not be stupid

starting now.