nothing is the same anymore.

i dont see my friends anymore. or hear from them, let alone know much whats going on with them.

im not happy with anything about myself.

i kinda wanna move.

but i am still appearently interested in the same types of guys, which i wont say much more about.

oh and im just as emo as i was when i was 14

its pathetic

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today is just one of those days where i wanna go to bed and not wake up.

i think i have a sign on my forehead that says "lead me on and break my heart"

keep pushing me and watch me breakdown.

itll happen.

im going to end up an old nudist hermit cat lady.

fcuk you all.

so my journal is turning out to be an emo one ( Read more... )

so im feeling slightly panicky/anxious and am trying hard not to rely on my meds so you can just listen to me about stupid things ( Read more... )

all i want for christmas is Jesse Bradford...

and maybe a new car

-wink-

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im really good at being emo

and i should probably stop worrying but

i get paranoid

i feel like im getting less attention than before

and like nothing is going to happen

probably because i want it to

hgfhkgdiy okay im done ranting

yesterday night was pretty awesome ( Read more... )

its time for an update

not much has happened since my last entry

got the first part of my oral surgery, that was great fun

school is lame... its sad that i find my english class more interesting than my photo class. but then again it is an intro to photo class ( Read more... )