people make me cry
so my journal is turning out to be an emo one.
but hey its good to let feelings out right?
i wont go into much detail or mention names because i dont mean to point fingers at all. but i really am disapointed with how things work out with people and myself. i cant figure out why it always goes wrong. i am given answers to my questions and yet i dont feel they are rational which confuses me even more. i hate being a jealous person. i hate falling for people. i wish i were more aggressive. but im just the exact opposite.
life is fcuking confusing. i dont think ill ever get what i deserve.[emooooooo]
but hey its good to let feelings out right?
i wont go into much detail or mention names because i dont mean to point fingers at all. but i really am disapointed with how things work out with people and myself. i cant figure out why it always goes wrong. i am given answers to my questions and yet i dont feel they are rational which confuses me even more. i hate being a jealous person. i hate falling for people. i wish i were more aggressive. but im just the exact opposite.
life is fcuking confusing. i dont think ill ever get what i deserve.[emooooooo]