So I'm not going to be emancipated. I have talked to my parents and I am vollunteering for the NJ National Guard ChalleNGe Program. I will be away for a year and a half at For Dix New Jersey recieving my training. I am considering at this time if I would pursue my training and join the National Guard. I have a lot of research to do. All my friends ( Read more... )

Well I dont know, I've been home alone a shitload and I guess I've been an emo bastard so I wrote something. Its not going to start with any shit like "Dear Dairy, Mood: Apatetic" or anything. But eh, enjoy I guess ( Read more... )

The seconds slip past ( Read more... )

Ok, I've made up my mind that I will be moving out either when I'm 17 and the opportunity is there or when I'm 18. Im sick of the bullshit my parents give me daily, I realy am. I dont care if I have to live in someones basement or whatever.. and I honestly dont give a shit if its illegal or whatever at 17 to leave- I'll have to do research on it or ( Read more... )

This week pretty much sucked minus one great day. My parents have been giving me the same old bullshit they have been giving me over the past 4534590385 days or so, but its steadily growing worse. I've gotten the threat to get kicked out of the house if I do something stupid and fuck up again. They are "going to send me to my dads house in texas." ( Read more... )

nothing new really. this is a sort of pointless post. but oh well ( Read more... )

bleh not much to update with. only noticable things are that im still single (of course) and ive been working my ass off on my website ( www.nervdot.com ) other than that not much else new.

/out

im bored as anything. lol.

As I havent truly been updating this, I have been thinking about some things after reading another blog... After careful consideration, I’ve decided on my niche: I am going to try to bring you all kinds of news that will prove that My God is Better than Your God ( Read more... )

fucking worst week ever.
woke up late everyday.
didnt want to.
everyday we made plans.
and everyday, they got fucked over.
made her feel like shit because i was never there.
im never like this.
im always on time.
i always keep promises.
why is this week like this?
how could have i made her so dissapointed in me?
ive got to get myself straight.
i cant loose her ( Read more... )