work work work. i start school on monday im exited i think. well this ali thing im not sure where its going but oh well. so yeah vegas still the same nothing really changed. just same ol crappy town. im gona be a full time student so i wont have time to get distracted with boys lol yeah right. well its kind of late i miss all of you. i want to go ( Read more... )

after months of looking for my camera's charger i found it at susy's house then i take few pics here and there and I want to put them in my computer blah blah blah. and well i dont have the friken cd to install the camera so i go online look for the software and it doesnt work what kind of crap does polaroid make DAMN YOU POLAROID!

looking for another job is harder than i thought.

work blows im better but still not extremely happy but i can hang in there i learned how to play pool. and at a pool hall i met this guy hes hot and hes smart. we might hang out today. but who knows. for now i just want to be here but not be too noticed.

dont fucking smother me let me breathe!

its been a while i know but hey im still breathing. surprisingly im still alive. well at least breathing not really alive. but breathing. i hate it here and everyday i wake up its like dying all over again. everyday is a different type of death to me. sometimes i wish i didnt wake up not die. but sleep forever dreaming that im still surrounded by ( Read more... )

when you love someone so much and then they hurt you there are so many things you feel but not slowly its just like a really fast slap in the face

im In vegas now. I miss everyone Im sorry if i havent called im too sad to do it. well im at my cousins house using his computer hopefully ill be gettin gone soon and it will be way easier to update. but so far i took my placement test for college and for my english i got 87/100 so i got ENGLISH 101!!!! my math wasn't as good as i thought but it ( Read more... )

March 5th

I dont know if i should be exited... about vegas. sometimes when i talk to my dad i get extremely anxious and i just cant wait to leave... but then i see my friends and i start to get sad... I dont know i have a bunch of mixed emotions.. im such an emotional wreck.

( Am I ready for this? )