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its been a while i know but hey im still breathing. surprisingly im still alive. well at least breathing not really alive. but breathing. i hate it here and everyday i wake up its like dying all over again. everyday is a different type of death to me. sometimes i wish i didnt wake up not die. but sleep forever dreaming that im still surrounded by the people i love and the people i cherish. dream about the beach. the sun. the feeling of being alive. i need to be reminded that i exist sometimes. last time i woke up was having breakfast and they called me from work telling me i was an hour late already. who forgets when they work.
IN WAY LIGHTER NEWS !!!!!
I'm going to start studying at IADT (international academy of design and technology) in july im going to be an Interior designer. I got admited yesterday.
in my last visit to california i couldnt see a lot of people because something horrible happened to me a few people know because they were there they dont need to talk about this with anyone because its personal. Im at a point in my life were i cant really trust anyone because of this "even" so im sorry for those who i stood up you didnt want to see me how i was. i'm devastaded.
anyway i dont even know why i write in this thing anymore nobody reads this crap.
peace off
IN WAY LIGHTER NEWS !!!!!
I'm going to start studying at IADT (international academy of design and technology) in july im going to be an Interior designer. I got admited yesterday.
in my last visit to california i couldnt see a lot of people because something horrible happened to me a few people know because they were there they dont need to talk about this with anyone because its personal. Im at a point in my life were i cant really trust anyone because of this "even" so im sorry for those who i stood up you didnt want to see me how i was. i'm devastaded.
anyway i dont even know why i write in this thing anymore nobody reads this crap.
peace off