I think I need to start writing again.  I havent looked at this in forever and I feel like all the things I have to say will be better said here then on "myspace" or "facebook". There are a whole two, if that, of you live journal people that I actually still talk to, let alone see every now and then. There is a lot going on in my life right now and ( Read more... )

even get that feeling that youre alone in a room full of people? thats my life. i know it sounds all mellowdramatic and depressing but ive decided that i honestly dont have alot of friends. i have what are known as aquantiences. i say hey and keep walking, they do the same. we dont hang out we dont chat via AIM or anything like that. i have 49 ( Read more... )

everything is wrong.... or at least it feels wrong... or its just not right... anyway, ( Read more... )

Rainy days stink.... especially when I hve an 830 class and i was nice and comfy in by bed when my alarm clock went off :( so sad for me, i know. but anyways, my mom had to go back to the doctor for anthoer cat scan today. she didnt deal with it very well. she starts radiation on thursday and she has to wear this mask thing that gets bolted down to ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulgrlnxtdoor2418 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as princess.alliecat13 tricks you! You get a rotten egg.grlnxtdoor2418 ends up with zero pieces of candy, and a rotten egg.Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Howdy folks! Im back for those of you that were aware that I even left. I had a good trip. Happy to be home though, I think. I dont want to be at school. Well, I want to be here I just dont want to do the work that Im expected to do... but yeah, anyway.... so it seems like everyone I know lately has some kind of issue that they feel they cant tell ( Read more... )

in my last entry i wasnt looking for pity or trying to make it sound like my life was completely horrible... even though i realize now that it sounded exactly like that... but i want to say thanks to all of you who have offered support and a listening ear. it means a lot to me to know that there actually are people willing to listen and help me ( Read more... )

so it seems that everyone think the same thing about a recent entry of mine. (the one about big decisions) well here's what i think.... you can think what you want to think and i dont give a shit. you can think i had sex, since thats what most of you people are thinking anyway, but you will never know if you are right or if you are wrong. and ( Read more... )

ok, so just to clarify my last entry. the decesion making blab thingy has nothing to do with anything really. its just how i feel... and i think its true, at least for me. so if youve decided to assume that it was directly, or indirectly, related to some other aspect of my life (AKA relationships) youre wrong. there are many other important ( Read more... )

yes in deed folks, life is sweet...... I went to Maine over the weekend. Amazing, absolutely amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The ocean, the sunrise, everything.... it was great! I definitely recommend going there if you ever need somewhere to go. Saturday was 14 months and day 1 all in the same day. It was definitely memorable in multiple, multiple ways. I ( Read more... )