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burnt crème
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Grey matter
For all these months I thought it was an aromatherapy place on the bottom floor. Anxiety supposedly makes you more observant yet I still don't know what the business is. I make sure to ignore my surroundings. Every fucking time I press the elevator button I say "I hate this place," because of the perfumery smells alone and their ability to produce ( Read more... ) -
Chills
My body hurts. Can you overdose on Xanax XR?
I know what's happening. Softness is comfort, but I can't touch it. I don't want to recognise the inevitable. At least there's the option of chemically forgetting it.
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Oracle
Wine, cigarettes and Xanax- I'm inebriated. What I feel is either an exaggeration or the truth. Truth serum or not, I want it to stay forever. That's the nature of being high or drunk, you want every waking day to feel that way. Today I just want one feeling to stay.
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melodrama vs the truth
i hate impacting someone when i know my presence and the consequent exclusive fixation on me is unhelpful- commonly for both parties. Even if it is what i long for, my circulatory system says otherwise.
---Statement based on experience rather than hope or what goes on in my mind for realms of possibility.
My imagination is expansive.
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welcome back.
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now I don't care, all I care about is how these hours away from you have been like torture.
this time apart from you has nearly killed me. -
She fucking hates me.
I am terrified of speaking to her because I never know when she is going to get angry with me. It's always random, never appropriate to the actual circumstances. I mean, I can understand how things could be taken a certain way, but it's the wrong way ( Read more... ) -
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i am always there for her. i never leave. even if she is killing me. she always leaves me ( Read more... ) -
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i will never be free from this. it happens every week.
YOU ARE FUCKING TORTURING ME.
i feel like i am being suffocated.
like my heart will stop beating soon.
love doesn't just humiliate you, it kills you.