I wasn't going to update.  I just didn't feel like it.  After reading through all my past entries, however, I changed my mind ( Read more... )

It's been a week while since I last posted.  I just haven't felt like it, whatever compulsion I had to write things about my life is currently gone.  I might need to take aderall again to get the juices flowing, but I can't steal anymore or else my sister will notice.

I've just felt empty.  I've felt like there's nothing to write about, even though ( Read more... )

Arlight, my cold is going away.  I'm feeling better.  The only sign of illness left in me is in my sinuses.  Mentally, I also feel really good.  I just watched an interview with Richard Dawkins and am starting to understand things better.  Its weird, today I spent the entire day walking around thinking about the nature of atheism, and of course it ( Read more... )

Today is Sunday, and I was supposed to go to Glenn's audition yesterday, but I started coming down with a bad cold on Friday night, perfect timing.  I did, in fact, try to go to the cafe, but I drove around Marmora for 30 minutes trying to find the place before giving up.  My parent's would appreciate me staying out that late "at the library" ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 1:00 PM.  I was up until 5:30 AM last night, reading Watchmen and internet articles.  Anyway, today I finished Watchmen and I thought the ending was satisfying, but still way out of left field.  Sort of.  It was sudden.

For the rest of the day I browsed the internet.  Also, story idea:  Main character is a compulsive liar who is ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got up at 6:45, got to Java class on time, because I've missed to many classes.  I got to bed at 3:30 AM, so it was bearable.  I left Java class early, and heard on the news about the 20 people that got killed at Virginia Tech.  Holy cow.  The shooter was dead, most likely suicide, which is not a good thing, seeing him going on his own ( Read more... )

Alright.  Today I woke up at 11:00, and managed to spoof emails from my teachers.  Two aught to be enough.  My mom might even forget.  I showered at 11:25 and then browsed the internet until 5:00, where I had to leave to go out to dinner for my dad's birthday.  I came home at 6:30, and browsed the internet up until now ( Read more... )

Yesterday I didn't do anything.  My mom found out that I was late in turning in papers in Business Management, so that blew over real well.  Now she thinks that I'm suffering from anxiety disorder, although I don't really think so.  I'm suffering from something, and I would prefer it not be solved with drugs.  Either way, I would rather have my ( Read more... )

I used to imagine thing all the time.  I think that's one thing that I've been really lacking right now.  I've been trying to figure out what keeps my mind broken like this, and I've figured something all right.  I used to fantasize, in a fantastical sort of way.   Before going to bed I would pretend that it was the cockpit of a giant robot.  I ( Read more... )

I forgot to write the past few days.  You see, I don't have class on Thursdays or Fridays.  I was planning on getting a lot of work done over those four days, but my sleep scheduel was out of whack and I was too tired to really move or think.  Friday was notably bad, I was up until 5 AM, and then my mom made me get up at 11 AM.  Of course, I was ( Read more... )