the catch is always near if someone is actually sitting at the end of the hook waiting. if i were to reel in something dope, that would definately have benefits. although my tears are far more dense and wet. i feel for the horrible little things swimming around in that pond. for my screen is hot and my mind is hotter, i just need some more vivid

i am listless. i am kriztin. i am the whole world. i wear this shirt marked with rips. i have no clue what i am. perhaps a doll. a dead doll. nobody can define me for i am gone.

why is it that i always find myself crying? being buried into a deep pile of sadness. nobody is ever there to give me a helping hand. nobody is ever there to wipe my bloody tears. red tears. i have them. if only there was enough love. who needs love anyways? i wish i didnt.

would you like to dive into mass amounts of civil chaos and be found in groups where nobody else has the exact same name? when only faith has brought you here because you are chosen to walk that slim line. although if you do walk, you will need to run, run fast. perhaps maybe even leap.

have you ever heard something so loud that it just made you want to cry? cry so hard that all your tears ran down your flushed cheeks and touch every curve? more and more dense people are wondering inside of me, touching all these weird threads. long red threads. nothing will become of all this senseless babble haunting my insides, torchering me ( Read more... )

halloween is just around the corner. i hear all the ghosts calling my name, yelling at me in the middle of the night. usually around this time of year i get the same calling. i was born on halloween you know?! altho i am no witch, i will be some day. 20 hallow's eves have passed and i feel so much more hate than the last and so much less love. xoxo

i am very astounded on your views of many grieving lives. one prick to the head and blood will rush down your face. stinging every bone that makes you beautiful. too many swollen hands, broken. never once did i really think that things would turn out. a new day. only now i have to wait for that special moment when all things disappear into a thin ( Read more... )

one moon will burn faster than five thousand stars at once. if we all died in two minutes how long did we actually live for? we are always falling faster and deeper, never slow and easy. too many chaotic promises, always broken.

quit shouting my name from across the room. dont you understand that the feeling isnt mutual? you cannot caress my back because of all those nasty desires you have told. for once you should just look away and hold your breathe. that nasty scar scares me. all the bullits you have placed upon my desk are used. i dont need used. i want new. some ( Read more... )

winnipeg friday.
altho my tummy burns.
i am really happy.