.... i have come to the conclusion that i am way too stressed out. i have let a bunch of inconsequintal things rule my life, thus causing a rift with the people i care about the most. i am not ruining this shit this time. its too fucking important. i may be crazy but it seems to work for me. at least sometimes. if i have a chip on my shoulder it ( Read more... )

sorry forgot the link...

http://www.modelmayhem.com/member.php?id=3172

so i am in the supply room at school today... cleaning up all the crap noone else does and i pick up a bottle of very strong redkin developer. and guess what happens???

the shit is so old that it is crystilyzed and it explodes all over me. in my hair, down my face , my arms , ( Read more... )

so i put in my notice for white swan. you can only take so many .99 cent bbq sandwhich thursdays. these days are the bain of my life. i need a job at a salon! plus i make more money at texas steak house anyways.

on a differant note...

i am getting married next spring. after i finish school and when its warm again. love you ( Read more... )

uhm lets see what happend today? uhm oh yeah! brad asked me to marry him! yay!! and i got cool tattoo's and hung out with stephanie, tracy and kala from school. ....and even though the tattoos are probably the most painfull thing that i have ever inflicted on myself - they are great.

so my ring is perfect and i love brAd

to be continued....

happy st. paddy's everyone! the best holiday of the year - you wear green and drink alot. lol

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photoshoot tommorow! i am nervous, what do i wear, how do i do my make up? and gods know what i am going to do with this chopped up mess on my head. good grief charlie brown.

okay so friday night me, brad, thomas and josh all leave to go on a trip to pick up a truck that thomas bought through eBay ( Read more... )

spring can not come too soon... i am ready for wife beater tank tops and way too big cargo pants over my bathing suit. got my new glasses today and they are pretty nifty. at least i can see better now. i wish i was done with school, it has too be the most draining thing in my life right now. physically, mentally and finacially ( Read more... )